Subject: Been long time !
Content: Hey all , I know it has been long time since my last blog about my father's first chemo blog. Well to come find out one of the doctor did not do very good job on my dad and it made him sickier more , the other doctor was very upset about how this doctor did treatments. Anyway my dad was not eating much due to his throat was hurting him and he tried to eat but could not , when ti was time for his next chemo they found out he lost weigh but decide to give him a "Shake" which is my guess to feed him fluid for not eating much , than gave him his next chemo treatment . Than two days later he gotten worse and worse so we knew it was too late to save him so my dad said enough is enough so we watch him suffer till time of his death which he died on May 31st 2008 . I was glad it was over and felt no shame that he is gone . I'm just glad the pain is over and no more suffering in him now. As I look back I remember how he always trys his hardest not to b angry with me doing his sickness , for he knew I was only trying to help and take care of him . As I type this like it was yesterday taking care of him . Boy it is not easy taking care of cancer patient but I felt in my heart to stay strong with God's help to to manage thru it , of course my family took turns when he gotten worse which has helped me not to go out of my mind lol . I thank God everyday for letting me feel this experince what life is really all about , learning all kinds of experence is like being in school only in real life . Hard to explain but something to look forward next time I know what to do from now on and wont let that mistake happen again . Well I guess I can stop typing for now and post this blog until next time for all to read anything interenting ha. God Bless
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